Saturday, March 2, 2013

And so the work begins...

From the time we moved into this new house 2 years ago, we  knew the kitchen floorboards were starting to rot. We just never had the money to do anything about it. But, now we have and now the work is beginning. Were doing it all ourselves and working with tile will be a learning experience from us, but I'm so looking forward to having new flooring in there. After the flooring will come painting, hopefully a nice, soft, sunny yellow. We'll see.
This house isn't my dream house. This kitchen isn't my dream kitchen. After 2 years here, I still can't seem to get things arranged how I want them to be. The space doesn't flow correctly. I'm still grieving over the loss of my kitchen that I worked in everyday for 16 years. It was perfected, organized and me.  But, changes happen and I'm trying to roll with the punches. It's been a faith building exercise for me, loosing it all and leaning on God to provide. And, provide he has. We have a beautiful home, more abundant than we had ever hoped for. God is good. So, I'll fix up this kitchen and happily work in it for however long I have it.

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Daybook..2/28/13

FOR TODAY: February 28, 2013

Outside my window... it's dark, it's 9:46pm

I am thinking...that Spring is around the corner with the plethora of birds that have arrived over the last week.

I am thankful...that the day is coming to an end, the house is clean and quiet and I have a few moments here before bed.

In the kitchen... tonight we had homemade waffles and turkey sausage for dinner. I'm still amazed at how many waffles/panckes our family of 6 can go through.

I am wearing... my pj's and no socks..

I am creating...a plan in my mind for better, wiser grocery shopping and meal planning

I am going... out to lunch with my husband tomorrow. A weekly treat!

I am wondering... if I'll ever be able to get my appetite and weight under control, and whether or not the lady on facebook with the $10 exercise bike for sale has written me back yet.

I am reading...Cut Your Grocery Bill in Half By the Economides family

I am hoping... that the plans Joe and I are thinking up for our future can come to fruition.

I am looking forward to... sleep, and the arrival of March tomorrow. New month, fresh start.

I am learning...that I'm not as young as I used to be.

Around the house...stillness and slumber

I am pondering... life plans, what we REALLY want.

A favorite quote for today..."Use it up, wear it out, make it do, or do without!" Such wisdom.

One of my favorite things...today has been my waffle maker. Bought for $1 at a thrift store 6 months ago. It's still working wonderfully and I love making fresh waffles or just building up a freezer supply for quick breakfasts.

A few plans for the rest of the week: Lunch with Joe tomorrow, and I'm working on Saturday.

A peek into my day...No picture today..

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Ponderings @ the coffee shop

One of the great pleasures in my life is sitting in a coffee shop, with my friends, drinking wonderful coffee. It only happens once a week, but it's enough to rejuvenate this stay at home mom. Good friends are essential in life. They build you up, bring joy to your soul, and even bring you down a notch when you need it. I'm thankful to God for the ladies in my life, all of whom enrich it in their own little ways.

Today, my friends aren't here and the bagel I ordered is a bit too crispy for my liking. But, I choose joy. I'm enjoying myself, alone with my thoughts in my own little bubble. Life, as a mother of 4 boys can get a little hectic sometimes. I don't often get quiet time to myself, even when the boys are in school. There are always core and errands to do. So, forcing myself to sit here, with myself is good. I need time to reflect.

God has brought me so far in the past few years. Tested my faith with a flood, taking all my possessions away from me. But, never turning his back on me and restoring my faith, and my possesions twofold. So I choose joy.  I need to daily choose joy more than I do. Instead of letting life get me flustered, I need to choose joy I need to focus on the positive, choose to see my blessings. The darkness will come, but God will bring me through it to the light. He always does.

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

The Simple Woman's Daybook

FOR TODAY : Feburary 27, 2013

Outside my window...It's a dreary, rainy, cold day. I'm so ready for Spring to arrive.

I am thinking...that I hope my little guy is over his stomach bug soon.

I am thankful...for finally getting my house back in order. It's been a wreck with me being sick and working.

In the kitchen...tonight for dinner it's twice baked potatoes and cheesy broccoli

I am wearing...grey sweatpants, grey shirt, a grey sweatshirt and grey socks. It was a stay home and clean day.

I am creating...this post. First thing I've published on the blog in about a year.

I am going...nowhere. Aaaah, bliss.

I am wondering...if my little guy will go back to school tomorrow.

I am reading...a book that a friend Dennis Sharpe wrote. Blood & Spirits.

I am hoping...to have a low key evening.

I am looking forward to...Spring and garden planting!

I am learning..patience. Every day with 4 boys. Always patience.

Around the house...Little guys are playing DS, making puppy sculptures (out of toilet paper rolls, and occaisonally bickering

I am pondering...The state of the nation. So many people blind to what's really going on.

A favorite quote for today...Proverbs 31:30 "Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised."

One of my favorite things...Today it's my sugar cookie candle.

A few plans for the rest of the week: seriously need to clean my closet out, make some snack food. Go to lunch with my husband and work on Saturday. Nothing major happening this week.

A peek into my day... my favorite light.
 
 
 
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Friday, August 19, 2011

Life can be defeating sometimes. Money, desires, responsiblities, dreams unfulfilled. Sometimes I need to slow down, refocus, redirect my thoughts and energies. Right now is one of those times. I need to become more grounded and make more moves tword my desires and dreams. One of my biggest dreams right now is to live a nomadic life with my family. To travel from place to place experiencing the culture, the energy of life. To live more simply, unencumbered by the tie to material wealth and possessions. To live with nature, to live authentically, in the moment.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

I sat down and was writing a rather scathing post relating to adult behavior in the McDonald's where I am currently sitting. But, I just had to erase it and adjust my attitude a bit. I'm sitting here in McD's, in the rain. Rain we haven't seen for weeks. I should be more thankful that the earth is being nourished instead.  And, I am. I never thought I would utter those words again after being through the flood, but I am.

I'm thinking of my blessings for the day, and there were many. Breakfast oatmeal on the patio, listening to the birds chirp and watching them find food in the backyard. Seeing my 3 youngest children fearlessly perform their vacation bible school songs twice, in front of a packed house. Making homemade banana bread and brown rice with fresh vegetable to nourish my family.  Sitting down as a family in our new home to a home cooked meal, while watching the rain and thanking God for it. And, now I'm sitting in a McD's waiting for my eldest to be done at church, enjoying a cup of coffee and a pastry I smuggled in to get some much needed alone time. This Sunday has been full of blessings and I'm sure there will be more when I'm back home. I'm a truly blessed woman.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

It's 91 degrees outside today with a faint cool breeze. I'm sitting here in the shade while my 4 boys play in the slip-n-slide and hose. My husband is another matter..he's burning wood. 91 degrees outside and he decides it's the perfect time to burn a brush pile. I'm sitting in the shade avoiding both the fire and water, watching the boys run around and scream like only boys can do. We've been in our new house for about 3 weeks now. It's slowly starting to feel like our home compared to feeling like invaders in someone else's house. My daily rhythm is starting to reemerge. I'm starting to figure out what to do when to keep the house in order, the kids happy and myself nourished. I'm starting to feel more like me instead of a refugee of flooding.

In 2 short weeks all 4 boys will be back in school. This time the 2 youngest will be in all day kindergarten. For the first time in 12 years I'll have my days free. To myself. Free to do what I want without taking a child (or 2, or 3, or 4) with me everywhere. I wonder what adventures my days will hold.